When I go back to thinking about being "wiped off the face of the internet", I thought it was the greatest feeling in the world.
I just hope it doesn't turn into an all consuming thing.
I dunno.
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Posted by Tdblitz0 - May 19th, 2023
I don't really visit this thought often.
When I go back to the idea of taking everything down, I had to make a decision; either I try to make a ridiculous sequel for a whacky internet movie and scrape every last non-sequitur I had in mind for a 5 minute internet movie, or I take stock in everything I had and move on to more important things.
I have this youtube playlist I revisit on an older account made, maybe a year after Youtube got sold to google; I sorta bounced around a couple of ideas back then after watchin that playlist. I brought up that playlist again and I don't think I made the wrong decision.
The remainder of my teenager years were spent cycling nearly every summer, and playing Street Fighter with someone from nexus who later became a really good friend.
In a way it was like starting over from zero mentally, socially and physically. While I'm torn sometimes that I couldn't really create an "internet thing" like I always wanted, its becoming clear as time goes on that only a very small group of people can, and they too, eventually "take stock" and move on.
Tonight I'm looking back at the things I've done for the smallest second. I don't really regret what I've done.
Posted by Tdblitz0 - March 1st, 2022
go find my other account, its carbonlad.
I've played NexusTK for over a decade and a half and have very little to show for it.
It makes me a little upset when I think about it sometimes.
I still visit the game once in awhile, but no one remembers me.
So I hope you remember these.
(And not something like Mountie Jerking off to wildhair under a blanket, good lord)
Posted by Tdblitz0 - February 28th, 2021
Edit: I put together a bunch of songs and I'm selling them on bandcamp.
https://fjmtom.bandcamp.com/releases
Repost continues here:
Making flash again but not for newgrounds.
It would be awfully nice to be able to get in touch with older nexus players, or fans of things that I've made.
If you want to say hi, you can definitely reach me here.
I'm not familiar with discord or anything beyond IRC, but I might give it a shot in the future.
I can only count the number of familiar people on NexusTK with just one hand, so if you catch this and you're one of the above, please say hi
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Edit: password is "newgrounds" all lowercase.
For those that wanted it
1) Its a projector(.exe) inside a rar file
2) It should run on any windows pc
3)???
4) idk
Its not a virus and if comodo or your firewall is acting weird, that is fine, but I genuinely lack the skills to make a backdoor into anything.
In the very least, enjoy it, because I don't really; I find it very embarassing today.
If the mega link dies I will remake another one
https://mega.nz/#!6nASDCqB!s2S6bieFjho69zYjxTivd_-gJpRbZmK8cSo_LrBXHzA