I don't really visit this thought often.

When I go back to the idea of taking everything down, I had to make a decision; either I try to make a ridiculous sequel for a whacky internet movie and scrape every last non-sequitur I had in mind for a 5 minute internet movie, or I take stock in everything I had and move on to more important things.

I have this youtube playlist I revisit on an older account made, maybe a year after Youtube got sold to google; I sorta bounced around a couple of ideas back then after watchin that playlist. I brought up that playlist again and I don't think I made the wrong decision.

The remainder of my teenager years were spent cycling nearly every summer, and playing Street Fighter with someone from nexus who later became a really good friend.

In a way it was like starting over from zero mentally, socially and physically. While I'm torn sometimes that I couldn't really create an "internet thing" like I always wanted, its becoming clear as time goes on that only a very small group of people can, and they too, eventually "take stock" and move on.

Tonight I'm looking back at the things I've done for the smallest second. I don't really regret what I've done.